Posted by Kristy | Posted in Kristy, Random Anything, Uncategorized | Posted on 04-01-2010
It’s a beginning of the new year and I’ve not made one resolution. Why you may ask? I don’t like to set myself up for failure. Why bother when I know…KNOW it’s simply not going to happen. Sure there are lots of things I would like to do to better myself and my life…for years now and it’s all things I keep saying are going to happen but it yet has to be checked off of things to do. Maybe I need some inspiration…I want to volunteer. Would love to…but where is the time for that? I’m very busy…ahhh well I suppose I could be busier. I only have the job of a wife, a home maker, a mother and a freelance designer/developer trying so hard to get one of her sites to take off. Where do I squeeze in the volunteering or church activities or time for church or weekly get together with friends or even monthly it seems. The chats on the phone, I have other things to be doing. I need to be productive not social…but what am I lacking in my inability to better my life…oh probably somewhere between inspiration and passion for it. Because there is a huge difference between I would like to do that and actually feeling the inspiration and passion to doing so. Saying you’d like to do something somehow correlates to it makes me feel better because I know I want to and I keep telling myself I will. Oh the mindset of the procrastinator. Now maybe my New Year’s Resolution should be to find inspiration and passion for all the things I would like and love to do but keep finding excuses for. I would really like that but I seem to lack the inspiration to do so.
I need help here…a real jump start would be nice. So here’s to 2010 a year of inspiration and passion for all the things we want need love in life!
